You think I don't know
when your anger grows
soon will start to glow
and shower me with blows
You think I don't know
when my cam glows
you put up a show
try to curse me whole
You think I don't know
when your answers' cold
that I would suppose
you'll simply let it go
You think I don't know
with the lights aglow
that I would go and chow
without your pesky gloat
You think I don't know
when your friends came "home"
mess up with my flow
that I would still be dull
You think I don't know
with your flesh afloat
that I would be slow
to sink it in the moat
You think I don't know
when I left this home
along with all the crows
that you will curse with jolt
You think I don't know
when you said I know
that actually's a show
that I would still not know.
--- TTYi (26-Feb-2011)
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
A feeling of "Wrongness"
There are many words that ends with the suffix "-ness" such as usefulness, oneness, sameness (and even the word har"ness") and so on. Well, people tend to use these proper suffix and turn other words into newer words which I would call it the improper use of "-ness". Examples include "lameness, stupidness, crazyness" and so on. But today I would like to share my own feeling, the feeling of "Wrongness".
First, I would like to explain wrongness... or maybe I shouldn't.
Anyway, wrongness is the feeling that something is wrong, terrible wrong, very very wrong, etc.
When do I have the feeling of wrongness? Well, there are many examples.
When my friends told me that the answer of a certain question on my test is different from mine.
When I join a club and realized that it is not as enjoyable as I thought it should be.
When I order a dish and realized that it is a complete different thing from what I imagined.
When I passed up my homework and it struck me that I missed a page.
When I registered an account and immediately forgot my username.
When I do something silly and then realized that someone is watching.
When I am talking rubbish and realized that someone is recording my voice/video.
When I slept until 8 and realized that it is a school day.
When I press the On button on the CPU and nothing happened.
When I am playing a game without saving and it black-screened suddenly.
When I am deleting someone else' files and then knew that it was mine.
When I ate something and then realized that I've just ate that around 5 minutes ago.
When I volunteered something and then someone volunteered for the same thing after me.
When I attacked someone (in game) and noticed that he is my ally.
When I completed my work and found out that those are the work from yesterday.
... ... ... ...
I could give more examples, but actually all of these are pointless. Why would you rant on some stuff which will not affect your life at all? I admit, some of the stuff listed above is my experiences, but there are still some which aren't. And what I am trying to do is to prevent these "Wrongness" by paying more attention, giving my all and so on.
And now I felt a sudden "Wrongness" from writing this post and publishing it on my blog. What would happen is someone saw it? Will he report me? Will he feel the same? I wouldn't know and I don't care. After all, "Wrongness" is a thing to be kept to yourself.
First, I would like to explain wrongness... or maybe I shouldn't.
Anyway, wrongness is the feeling that something is wrong, terrible wrong, very very wrong, etc.
When do I have the feeling of wrongness? Well, there are many examples.
When my friends told me that the answer of a certain question on my test is different from mine.
When I join a club and realized that it is not as enjoyable as I thought it should be.
When I order a dish and realized that it is a complete different thing from what I imagined.
When I passed up my homework and it struck me that I missed a page.
When I registered an account and immediately forgot my username.
When I do something silly and then realized that someone is watching.
When I am talking rubbish and realized that someone is recording my voice/video.
When I slept until 8 and realized that it is a school day.
When I press the On button on the CPU and nothing happened.
When I am playing a game without saving and it black-screened suddenly.
When I am deleting someone else' files and then knew that it was mine.
When I ate something and then realized that I've just ate that around 5 minutes ago.
When I volunteered something and then someone volunteered for the same thing after me.
When I attacked someone (in game) and noticed that he is my ally.
When I completed my work and found out that those are the work from yesterday.
... ... ... ...
I could give more examples, but actually all of these are pointless. Why would you rant on some stuff which will not affect your life at all? I admit, some of the stuff listed above is my experiences, but there are still some which aren't. And what I am trying to do is to prevent these "Wrongness" by paying more attention, giving my all and so on.
And now I felt a sudden "Wrongness" from writing this post and publishing it on my blog. What would happen is someone saw it? Will he report me? Will he feel the same? I wouldn't know and I don't care. After all, "Wrongness" is a thing to be kept to yourself.
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